Fuck this shit, man. This just isn't worth the effort.
I woke up in a bad mood this morning, and before I could get myself in a better mood, I got a call from Junior. He had to go to his baby brother's confirmation and needed me to pick up his shift. Being the sap that I am, I of course said yes. Therefore, I only got one day off and won't be off again until probably Tuesday. Which means, given how irritating work is lately, I'll be in a shit-ass mood for at least four days.
I'm not having fun. I'm miserably lonely, maybe even more so than I was in Athens. I got nobody to talk to, either within reach or on the phone, and I'm still convinced none of my "friends" give a shit one way or another. I still have absolutely no idea what do with myself apart from blowing my brains out. I just don't see the point.
Feh. On the upside, I did like Fahey's. They gave me books, including Harry Harrison's The Stainless Steel Rat. Looking forward to reading that. Plus, I'm reading Dorothy L. Sayers The Nine Tailors and it's pretty good. It's sad the best things in my life are old mystery and sci-fi books.
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